Fire and It's Antecedents
Perhaps I am like the bird.
A glance, a fleetness of
Posture. Always seeing and
Hurtling towards the seen.
Perhaps I am like the bird.
I am afraid.
A fistful of dry grass
And I remember when
The wetness of new grass
Was the sheen of rabbit’s
Fur. “I am with you,”
Was spoken. The rabbit
was the fist of silence.
The night has no grandfather
On the lake’s other side
Rocking, whispering. We
Want for commandment
Censure, approbation
When we have no hill’s
Lean hunter, gamesman,
Or senator to unmake
Such a forest
Of bright little eyes.
As a boy I stood up
In the short stubble, nothing
Else around, maybe juniper,
Tamarisk. My skin white
A blasphemer, my arms
Turning, working themselves.
I thought I was an eminence
A thought like a tall white cloud
Or an invader, omniscient
Like a train.
When I see the moon in its maddest geography
Will my mask be red enough to remind him of me?
As a man its altogether
Too much.
It’s time now. Can you tell?
She has forgotten how brief
All of it has been
And how I am so delicate
To the vapor of peanut
Shells, newspapers, coffee.
I cannot sort
The sudden promenade
Of indisputable life
from the meat of the self
There’s the headaches
The coral profuses
Itself redly against
The stony parts of my head
Corrupting the straighter corners
of their cleanness.
Too much.
Chrysanthemums
Red, blue, forgive me forgive me
My hands are weaker now
My shears unyielding.
I want the white flowers
At the grace of decline
When their frills become partial
Folded, indefinite
Their color richening,
Comprehending the sun
In its blush of death
And then severed, floating
In a cool gray bowl.
I want for them
What I want for myself.
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